running shoes

i run.
i run from you
i don't know why i run
i put on my running shoes
i turn my back on you
i run from you
i run

i run though you're better
i run though you're life
i run though you're sweeter

i run from you
you are rest
you are love
you are life

i run
i'm afraid
but i run to fear
i'm alone
but i run to isolation
i'm wounded
but i run back to my abuser

and i'm not sure how to change. how to stop. or why i run in the first place.
so open my eyes, lead me to repentance, to the place where i slip on my running shoes and run straight to you.