the blahs

blah.

that's about how i feel, and i don't know why.

i want to focus on today alone, i'm tired of stressing. i don't know where i'll be in a semester, in a year, i feel restless here. the opposite of calm and the "you've got time" mentality. i feel impulsive, anxious, like a puzzle piece that doesn't fit.

i want rest, but i'm too restless. i just feel lazy. like a sham.

"what are you waiting for my love? I promise to take care of you and I'm asking you to trust Me."

okay. iPod shuffle just said it all.
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